Sunday, January 31, 2016

NASHVILLE MEMORY

  baby
what does that even mean
sweet mango tea,        tart
sweat

blackberry leaves
hibiscus,  for   show
papaya,    for sound
rose hips,       etc

but it is blood
what    a     wonder
thinned  with water
tea       leaves

like cucumber, how?
like    wintery    leaves
brittle shells bouncing
like       roundabouts

indeed a wonder
most people are absolutely
terrified    of   roundabouts
in      the    south

poetry is what makes me
interesting. it's inside you waiting
for me  ,  may I use it, or have it?
why      is     your     ring

so unfocused? reminds
of looking for a single
sock  (when its not on
your                     foot)

    Fox!
nearly      dead
with the cutest
fidgets

ever seen with a beer.
this is a good way to
get to know a person
and                 oneself

what is it about poetry?
this is why I  need you.

It's the easiest thing in the world, if you let it be. And the hipsters outside the coffeeshop and the hipsters outside the university across from the coffeeshop, across from the university. It was all too easy. I just got tea, and this is just a memory. I'm writing this now, but it happened five years ago. Except nothing happened, except the memory. There was a Katie and a Nikki, me, coffee and tea, bagels most likely, perfectly colored and summered and lengthened green grass, everything seemed to be wood oriented (wooden chairs, wooden tables, wooden stairs, wooden buildings) on the coffeeshop side and concrete type material (but the academic type) on the university side, populated by flocks of hipsters and a girl with some brass (a horn). What they don't seem to know is that there have been hipsters since there have been hips. There can only be one person in the world doing something truly new at any moment, and that moment can last any amount of  time.



Tuesday, January 26, 2016

LEFTOVERS

lips in the valley - glazed with the dust
with the antique woodpecker
with the leftover pie crust
there is soda in the fridge
for the kids
I was falling apart with you
I had to
this is your bait
catching light
clinically, not casually
some kind of lust
"gimme the message"
lost memories like
lingering pile of snow
smoked black, just
like a little mountain
that's not my tree
walking backwards against winter
sticky feelers dark
fake shadows
can everyone be used
in some way or another?
like
"blah, blah, blah"
again, what if I have to choose?
catching thoughts not thought
"may I ask you a question,
or two?"
you have an ambiguous grace
an accidental will of your own
as they say
you've lied before
but are you a community, or alone?
I wish you were we, nonetheless
boy, wouldn't that be!

Thursday, January 21, 2016

To Seem

Becoming less addicted
Like watching people park
Slicky snowflaked ticket
Sparkles optimistic sparks

More important to seem
Sometimes, a few times a year
Fluky "goodbye, whatchamacallits"
Merely to be civilized

More important to seem
As in, seeming can be doing
If you can't quite do, I mean
Beatitudes seem nice

The Commandments can't correct
Christian stuck puzzled
Seem to forget
Not very like love

Some take longer to smile
And some have bangs
Just as sad as leaving
Someone you don't feel

Sad leaving - which is not strange
The truly personal question
Arranged appropriately with lullaby
And surprise! it's human!

Again - strange - for me
As a male, completely
To have bangs, I think
How many have been wrong

When thinking of me
- as in, the other person
With which they were
Meant to be - I wonder

Whizzles seem scanty
Ancient and pleasant, up there

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

The Weather

Why do people talk about the weather?
Elderly folk, with their elderly shirts
Unintentionally tucked into their underwear, together
Who doesn't like a good window, for dessert?

It's kind of eerie, looking into your own
Would it be easier if she knew my intent?
The text of my texts can only sketch my tone
That only time can only supplement

Cheers! to "hello's" (and) insufferable obsessions
Why do I care why people talk about the weather?
Being nettled by needless transgressions
"Yes, hi. I would like to inquire about not becoming mushy leather?"

Think about me, and let me know what you think about me
Some people just stand there with their bodies
And some people just stand there with their minds

Thursday, January 14, 2016

happiness

I ate the chocolate
yes, I want the wine
forgive me for leaving the dryer on
it was noise to me
chinatown
vanity
purity
"don't forget the asparagus, honey"
sure, sweetie
six hundred more years